HOW I MEET MY MONSTERS

Sad love song has on my brain the same feeling smoking tobacco has

The two relax me however anxious I am

They slow down the crushing train

The world comes to a calm state

They make me accept perishing in the moment

Till I realise that I was not perishing

Then I rise from the water I was drowning in

Shake it off

Start again

Even if I feel I have nowhere to start from

Understanding is everything

I know this is not ok

I know I am not ok but it is ok

I fight the silent battles

Sad love songs make it better

Lonely walk in the dark lifts the burden away

I walk it away

Start again even if I don’t know where to start from

My family is everything

When I am broken and tired

They are my medicine

They know what I go through

They understand my situation

I just tell my bea, ''I am in dark days''

I say it off

And start again

Even if I don’t know where to start from…

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ALL LIFE TIMES

A million words would not sound you out You inspire this feeling that makes me want to shout Priceless I choose to write Sound my heart unequivocally a cross life and time That it may never be forgotten that I loved And deeply so How I chanced upon you I can't tell But it must have been written in the stars That you will be the healer of my scars That love I will find on a mountain so high That flying would never be easy But splendor that is to die for This is a little loco Somehow it feels like I need your permission to breathe You leave me breathless in a nice way But this breathless is terrifying when you are away Delicate noble one you smashed me, a monster who would not break In the heat of everythig and in the rain of love A zillion flames would not melt me What is hotter than your presence and cuteness What is colder than your absence and silence How would my heart not crack in such a switch What would forge me back if not the enchanting flames of your love In all worlds I

I WILL UNDERSTAND

I have been through a lot untold Life's heat and cold I have made it to this old From whence I stand So I understand That it is not the making of any hand That you do not and may never understand me. As much as l look, you I do not and may never see Like the depth of the sea Blue and blinding deep We remain mysterious like sleep I understand if you never understand Even if the waters wash the story I keep writing to you on time's sand Circumlocuting in a million ways Verbal monotony becoming the songs of my days I still will understand if you never understand

OVERSTAYED VISIT

You don't need me So I thank you for the good you have done I say it in silence That way you will not sense the silent good bye It hurts me that our business in your face is done But I will remember we were brothers I will pray for you For my prayer is that you fly high and steady in the strong winds I will not forget that you helped me And the much I am or will be will acknowledge you But tonight I will pack what I can And leave your house brother Not groaning For all of us are guests in each others lives In my case I must have overstayed my visit I hope love never grows old I will find peace when it thrives again But now It is obviously used. YOU CAN READ MORE

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