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HOW I MEET MY MONSTERS


Sad love song has on my brain the same feeling smoking tobacco has
The two relax me however anxious I am
They slow down the crushing train
The world comes to a calm state
They make me accept perishing in the moment
Till I realise that I was not perishing
Then I rise from the water I was drowning in
Shake it off
Start again
Even if I feel I have nowhere to start from

Understanding is everything
I know this is not ok
I know I am not ok but it is ok
I fight the silent battles
Sad love songs make it better
Lonely walk in the dark lifts the burden away
I walk it away
Start again even if I don’t know where to start from

My family is everything
When I am broken and tired
They are my medicine
They know what I go through
They understand my situation
I just tell my bea, ''I am in dark days''
I say it off
And start again
Even if I don’t know where to start from…

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