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One day I may die for no reason, nothing in particular
My little one don't judge me when I no longer feel strong enough to hold a brave face
When no one can see it but the weight I carry breaks me down
Little one don't be embarrassed when what I could let go swallows me up
And I sink to the bottom of lifelessness 
My little one I want you to be proud of me
When this cancer takes me home and I can no longer sing you a song
Baby I love you don't think I loved to abandon you
It is only that I am sick and no one should know
So when my sickness overwhelms me and I choose to dive into afterlife head first
Love me like you loved me yesterday, tell Mama to sing to you the songs I sung
When I fall off the tree of life, do not cut me off the family tree 
Remember that I brought you forth to shine brighter
I pray you be kept away from all my illness by Sana
Let life protect you and keep you shining like pure light
Let love and life reflect on you the true meaning of humanity
Let you live life like life live and love like love would love
Live

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