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DARK

He sits alone in a silent corner of a dark room
Trying to make sense of everything
Everything is senseless at that moment
Life seems to be worth everything
Yet everything is worthless in his eyes
He wonders why God had to make life in the first place and hopes it is not blasphemy
No one wants to step on the toe of God more so those who hope heaven will offer a better home
He is ashamed to admit that deep down he longs to be home
Home is not this dark room filled with self doubt, anxiety and sorrow
Home is where in the least he feels nothing
Everyday he tells people to keep hoping but he  has lost all hope
The only hope he has is that he will one day hope again
Not hope to be rich or famous
But to be happy for just a moment
He hopes to slip over on his happiest day
That is his dream
He calculates how best to make his wish come
But such days are to pracious to waste on fatal thinking
He looks up to God
Hoping not to offend Him and he prays for hope
He prays that someone would listen and hold his hands a few more days
He hopes that it will be okay even when everything means nothing
He hopes he will find something that means more than everything
He only hopes and falls asleep on the pillow of his tears on a cold floor

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